Emptiness

2012-01-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

And when you thought everything was going according to plan...
something just have to screw up!

And the idea of migrating......
No comments.
=x

2012-01-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

Thank God for the AWESOME Friday!

2011-12-30T17:06:00.003+08:00

TGIF!!!

I really should thank God.
The day keeps getting better and better.

Saw her again today.
Intend to ignore her.
Walked pass her without saying hi
and she tap me from the side.

Was shock when she did that.
She talked to me and since im a gentleman,
i cant ignore her.

But then i walked off without saying bye or anything.
Now i feel kinda bad.

Niwho, things get better after that.
Got half day, *insert word that starts with G* talked to me
and now im on standby.
Theres a chance that i dont have to work tomorrow.
Hehehe

I think she's my lady luck.

Or maybe

God wanna reward me for being a good boy this year.
=)

2011-12-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

After so many weeks,
i get to see her again yesterday.

But i dont have that feeling anymore...
that "happy" feeling when you see someone you like.
Yup its kinda gone...
or maybe fading away slowly.

And today...
i saw an adorable person!

She's really cute!

And what i hate most is i cant do anything about it.
The uniform im wearing is like carrying a double-edge sword.

The way she looked into my eyes
with that innocent and adorable look
plus her nerdy specs;
fatality!

Haiz
I still have weakness for cute stuffs/person.

Will i see you again in 6 weeks time?

Guess Life is telling me to give up on her and move on
as 2011 is coming to an end.

2 more days till New Year.
Hope 2012 will be a good year.

P.S: Those who intend to go to Marina Bay Sands for the countdown, think twice before going there.

2011-12-01T22:26:00.004+08:00

Samsung Galaxy Nexus volume bug is fixed!
Like FINALLY~!

Cant wait for it to be released.
From my sources, it will either be released in Singapore before Christmas
or on January 2012.

Soon...
the galaxy will be in my hands!
Mwahahahaha~!

By the way,
November sucks!
Most of the things didnt go according to plan.
=(

December,
you're my last hope before the year ends.
Dont disappoint me.

2011-11-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

I thought she was in my court today....
but sadly i got the wrong person.

I was in the toilet washing my face and
when i came back to the court,
from the door, i saw someone who looked like her from the back.
Guess its because of her hair.

I was so happy.
I came in the court and as i walked towards her,
i realized that something is not right.
The person standing in front of me is kinda taller than me
and the girl i like isnt that tall.
I was right!
It wasnt her. =(

Miserable Monday....

2011-11-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

11/11/11

Time check...
11.11pm!

Time to make my wish!

Wonder whether the chances of it coming true is high
or is it the other way around?

Hope it comes true...

2011-11-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

I no longer have confidence in myself anymore.

2011-11-05T11:16:00.002+08:00

Luck is running out.

You know the feeling when you're waiting for a sms from someone,
but you kept on receiving it from other people rather than that person.
I've been feeling that way for the past 2 days.

Im the type of guy who dont really believe in
11.11pm or the shooting stars kind of stuffs,
but im willing to try make a wish at 11.11pm next week.

When you are madly in love, you'll tend to do stupid things
without realising it.

God, please tell me she's the one.

I do not want to get hurt or hurt others
and waste more valuable time in finding "the one".

Love hurts, yet you still chase it.

2011-11-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

Someone must control me not to look or "flirt" with other girls.

Maybe this is a side effect after a break up.
But niway i need control myself.
I already have someone in mind.

My journey after work...
it was like Life is testing me.

Looked at 3 girls and
said "hi" to 2.

They looked at me too.
So its not entirely my fault.

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Nothing to update on my progress.
Hope i dont have to chase her for about 1 year and fail
just like the previous girl i had a crush on.

2011-11-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

October had been a great month!
Lets see what November has to offer.

I like her. She does nothing...but i fall for her.
I miss her; even though i know she might not think about me.

Let me be that stupid guy again who fall hopelessly in love.

2011-10-31T21:07:00.002+08:00

At first i thought i gonna have a bad day.
Got a pretty bad deployment.

But i was wrong.

Get the chance to meet her and even talk to her.
Thank God!
But sadly i didnt use the time wisely.
-.-

Who cares!
She got my number.

And she starting to disturb me....more.

This always happens to me.
I meet a girl...
who looks innocent and those type who will not disturb me.
But after i make friends with her, she starts to disturb me.
Its like im got the ability to activate one's true inner self.

But all good thing must come to an end.
Found out from a colleague of mine
who used to like her (which i somehow do not know at that time)
told me that she is going out with a guy.

Dont know whether they are in a relationship or just friends.
Not sure whether she still dating with that guy.
And apparently i know that guy.

It's ok.
I shall take one step at a time.

2011-10-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

Expected.

Didnt see her today.
Should i test my luck?
Just wait till i meet her again...
or execute plan B?

Please dont let me meet her
if i were to be in love with another girl in the future.
I dont want things to be complicated.

If only i knew all these will happen,
i would have make my move sooner.
Maybe she will be mine by now.
Chey!

But seriously, i met her about 5 months ago.
Always see her in the past but
only started talking about last month or 2 months ago.

Now
the chances of me meeting her is like 1%.
Not including the chance to have real conversation with her.

Haiz...

~To Be Continue~

2011-10-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

Met her today.
It was just a short one...
so short that i got just enough time to just say "*insert name*! Hey!"
and i went off to my work and she went back to somewhere.
But glad that im able to see her even if its only for a few seconds.

Dear God,

Whaddup!? Please let me meet her again but this time make it longer. I want to
talk to her more. Get to know her better...get her number maybe. I wanna ask her out.
I want her to disturb me, make her laugh. To be able to see her smile for the last time.
Im not be able to see her so often in the future. So if she's the one, let me meet her again.
Or maybe give me a sign.

Yours sincerely,

Syahrizal,
The Awesome One

2011-10-25T19:33:00.002+08:00

Argh!
Damn it!

I might not be able to see her again!
Or maybe i might...but not that often.
=(

Im not prepare for this.
Hope luck is on my side.

If only......

2011-10-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Even after Man Utd got thrashed by Man City,
or during Monday blues,
im so happy!

Finally got the chance to talk to her
even though it's only about 15 mins.

Now she dares to disturb me.

It's a sign.

Time to make my move...slowly.

2011-10-09T17:54:00.002+08:00

Im falling sick very soon....

Im drinking lots of water and had lots of rest.
And its not helping!

21/10/2011
A very special day.
The day when i will get.....
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Batman: Arkham City!

I bet you people are thinking of something else.
Standard~

Well im not progressing at all.
As usual, she talked to me first.
Didnt talk a lot though and after that she went missing for few days.
Hope she comes back tomorrow.

She's kinda a nice girl i guess by her looks.
I want things to move forward...but i dont know how.
Damn i sux at this thing.
And i always brag on how awesome i am....which it's true by the way. =p

How i wish she's the one.
Im tired of finding.
Im tired of restarting.
If i keep on breaking up with girls,
my story could be as long as Ted from How I Met Your Mother.
And like him, i will tell my kids how i met my wife if i have one that is.

My story would be awesome!
Macam Mana Aku Jumpa Ibu Kamu.
(How I Met Your Mother in malay)
I hope its right...my malay suck for your info.

Okay.
Time for me to play my ps3.
Thrash innocent players in Fifa 12.
Byyeeeeee~
=x

2011-10-02T23:57:00.001+08:00

Today is my 21st Birthday!

I wish i could stuck at this age forever.
Forever 21.
=)

So where's my presents?

At the start of my birthday,
i got stuck at City Hall cause i missed the last train.
Awesome or what!?
Me and my friend, Ky, decided to go to Clark Quay to just chill.

Had the thought of going Rebel...
but none of my friends were there at that time.
And a friend of mine thought i was drunk.
Hahahas

So at around 2 plus, decided to leave the place.
But i still had other plans.
I need to meet up with Fab and Yq to lepak at Khatib.
Wanted to take the Night Rider, but there are a lot of stops!
Ky went to take the bus 1st while i went to withdraw more cash.
Luckily i saw a friend of mine with her friends.
And they were about to take a cab home!
Lucky me.

Share a cab and dropped at Khatib.
Lepak with Fab and Yq till about 4.
Cab home again.

It was around 4 plus going to 5 when i was going to la-la-land...
and someone called me.
A group of friends asked me to slack with them at my void deck.
I didnt expect it to be a birthday surprise lar.
Maybe cause i was so sleepy.
They bought me a birthday cake and and i only ate one slice.
They rest of the cake went to waste.
Really. Everyone just smash the cake at me.
Was fun though.

Went home, took a quick shower and went to bed.

Woke up around late afternoon.
Half of my day was gone.

Oh oh oh
She accepted my friend's request today!
Was so damn happy!

Anywho, Sarah asked me out.
So off to Bugis to meet her and Jx.

Went Tiong Bahru's 18th chef for dinner.
Thanks guys for the treat.
And head back to Esplanade to just chill.
Had a great time.
I was King at that time!
Now im still King!

Head to Sembawang and meet up with Rin, Farah and some of their friends.
Chit chat about our life and other unrelated stuffs.

Around 11.40pm,
Home Sweet Home.

What a day!

Gotta admit,
my 21st birthday isnt like any other ordinary 21st birthday.
No party and stuff like that.
Just hanging out, but still really had fun.

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~~At 12 midnight, i got a feeling someone will disturb me.~~

Good night people.
Bye.
=x

2011-09-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

Just when i was about to make a move,
i dont see her at all....like for a bout a week. =(

She could possibly be on mc as she was sick the last time i saw her
or maybe on leave too.

Or worse.....
she's not working there anymore.

Better not think too much.

So anyway,
i wont be blogging that often anymore
as i'll be busy planning for my future. =p

I might update on my progress.
I can guarantee you that i'll update my blog on June 2nd.
Hehe guy friends will know why. =)

Time for me to go la-la-land.
Damn tired!
Nights!

A New Chapter...?

2011-09-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

Oh ho~

Someone made the first move.
Really surprise me.
Guess it's my turn huh to make a move.
See how far this will go.
=)

Or maybe i was just thinking too much.
=x

2011-09-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

My friend's cousin is gonna get married to a Chinese Chick!
She is really hot.
Heard she's going to convert to Islam
and her parents didnt stop her.

Awesome or what?
He is a freaking lucky guy!

Must ask her whether she has a younger sister...
or maybe cousins would also do.
Hey, who knows i might be just as lucky as him. =)

Time to get active on facebook and msn again.

Okay!
Just reach home from my literally "best" buddy's house
and im like leaving house again in about 1 hour 20 minutes.
It's really nice having someone to talk to.
Sadly i have other plans or else i wont leave her house.

And and tomorrow im working.
Damn sian~!

Guess i gonna rest awhile before leaving house.
Bye homo sapiens!
=x

2011-09-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow going out with my sec school friends.
Going celebrate Hari Raya!
So happy lar.
I only went to 2 houses ever since the first day of Hari Raya.

Never expect too much.
Never put so much hope in something.
Never take things for granted.
Never cling onto the past.

And NEVER change for anyone!
Unless you're a bad child and your parents wants you to change,
then that's reasonable.

It's Never Exactly The Same Person That Comes Back.

When karma turns around and bites you.

2011-09-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

Doors of opportunities opened;
lots of paths to choose from.
Yet you still hesitate to move forward.

Why?

2011-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is payday!
WO-HOO!

I really really really need to save money this month.
Im like freaking broke lar.
Thats what i told myself in the past
and somehow it doesnt work...always.

And just now, i drank Starbucks with my friend.
Saving money; ya right! =p
Ok ok after this, i will really save up.

Nothing special happen this week.
Just some ups and downs.
Life is still normal,
but somehow sometzzzzz...ing izzzt ....... .
*Connection lost*

And when the world turns upside down, you realized
Life is a disguise.
Everything starts to fall apart.
Nothing seems to be right.
And you still foolishly hope that everything will be alright.

2011-09-05T14:45:00.002+08:00

Kids these days are freaking lucky!

Their teachers are freaking hot!
If im still a student, i will definitely have zero mc.

I will pay attention
and i wont need to worry about sleeping in class.

*This only applies to their respective lessons.
=p

2011-09-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LIM XIN YI!!!

May all your wishes come true.

Love you lots <3

2011-08-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just have to give in.

You might not get what you want,
but you should appreciate what you have.

2011-08-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should stop being
NICE!

Seriously what's the point?
Here i am trying my best to be there for everyone and
when i need someone;
i asked myself, "where's everyone?"

Yes! Im easy to get bullied.
But that doesnt mean you can take advantage of me.
Im doing all the work while you stand there doing nothing.
I dont really care about that.
Im the type who just wants the job done.
But if i did a mistake, you start pointing fingers at me.

I dont mind you keep teasing me because
i know it's for fun and you dont really mean it.
But still, everything has its limits.

Sometimes i feel...maybe it's just me...
that the world is against me.
Everyone's wearing a smiley mask in front of me,
but what lies behind that mask is an entirely different thing.
If talking behind people's back can kill, i would be dead a long time ago!

Life is trying to change me into someone im not.
Guess after all,
Life really is a
Bitch!

Even my reflection in the mirror is laughing at me while my shadow walks away from me.

2011-08-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

I feel so useless.
You know something's wrong but you cant do anything about it.

When you don't tell me what's wrong,
I will automatically think it's my fault.

Sometimes i feel like i take you for granted...

2011-08-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

The big day has finally arrived!

Huh? What?
No! Not National Day.
It's me and hun's 2nd month anniversary!

Fast huh?
It feels like i celebrated our 1st month anniversary last week.

Alena,
im glad to have you in my life.
You always make me happy.
And most importantly, you're such an understanding person.
Telling me to sleep early even though you wanted to talk to me longer
as you knew i was tired and need to wake up early the next morning.
I really appreciate it.

Next,
i want to apologize to you for the things i've done to hurt or disappoint you.
Im sorry.

And lastly,
I love you!
♥

Someone will always be smarter than you,
someone will always be prettier than you,
someone will always be funnier than you,
someone will always be cooler than you,
but no one will ever be you.

2011-07-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

Part 1

I've been spending less time with her
and i felt bad for it even though she understands that im working.

Part 2

She was angry today.
I felt that i was the reason for it;
yet i couldnt do anything to cheer her up.

Even if she is smiling behind the computer screen,
i somehow feel that she's trying to hide her anger behind those smiles.

Haiz
i feel useless...

~To be continue~

2011-07-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

There are times when i feel that
my world can just turn upside down any moment
...even when everything seems fine.

2011-07-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

Went out with ♥ yesterday.
Didnt do anything much but somehow it was fun.
Starbucks at Somerset's 313 and Swensen at Suntec.

Then had a walkathon next.
Walked from City Hall all the way to Clark Quay!
Beat that! =)

Im glad to have her by my side.
♥, happy 1 month anniversary!
It's been the most happiest month in my life!

And when reality becomes better than your dream.
Loving her wasn't a mistake, letting her go was never an option.
Every seconds she will be on my mind; thinking of her
Never fail to put a smile on my face
And a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Like a moon that brighten my darkest days,
I know that she was the one for me.
My last piece of the puzzle.

X-ray me and you can see your name engraved on my heart.
I wish upon the stars that we would last long.
Never to leave your side.

You heard this countless of times but im gonna say it again,
I love you. ♥

2011-07-03T01:24:00.003+08:00

Spend my whole Saturday with you know who.

Woke up early in the morning to head down to E!hub
to catch Transformers in 3d!

Show was nice. Lots of actions!
Storyline was ok ok though.

After the movie, had lunch and went to Plaza Sg next.
Didnt really walked around there though.
Decided to go to city hall for some reason which i had forgotten.
We walked around City Hall.
From Peninsula to Funan to Suntec to Marina Square.

Ouh ouh ouh
manage to see a bit of fireworks.
Awesome!

Sent her home afterwards.
It was already 11 plus at that time.
When i was walking towards the bus stop, i saw my bus just left.
And i didnt know that that bus was the last bus.
Waited for like about 20 minutes till i realized that was the last bus.
Had to cab home.

Tiring day
but i had fun!
And who would have thought that we saw a handful of familiar faces.
=x

6 more days.

Never take things for granted.
You won't know what you got till it's gone.

2011-06-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

Went out with her these past few days.
Awesome as usual.

She never fail to make me smile.

We always laugh...
yet deep down in me, im still afraid...
afraid of something.

Not gonna think too much.

I love you very much!
♥

2011-06-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

Had a great sleep today!

Well went out with Xin Yi in the evening to catch a movie.
Before i continue, i didnt know that Sengkang is huge!
Cant believe i got lost there.

Ok lets continue, watched Hangover 2 at Ehub!
Went Tamp after getting the tix for early dinner
since we had so much time!
To be specific, 2.5 hrs!

And the saddest thing is that we didnt get to drink Starbucks
as we were full!

So niway, the show was funny and awesome!
First one was a bit better though...but who cares!
I laughed a lot!
People who are 18 and above should go watch it!

And speaking of age,
me and her were like the youngest looking people in the theatre.
Or should i say it's only her....
*cough cough* =p

I really had fun today!
I mean yesterday...
And i felt like i only spent one or two hours.
Guess time really flies when you're having fun.
=)

Chasing rainbows
when my sky is filled with stars...

2011-06-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

Look at this blog!
So dusty, filled with spider-webs!
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Sometimes im kinda surprised
of how close you can be with a friend who you just knew.

So close like as if you knew each other for years
but in actual fact, you just know him/her for less than 6 months!

Always smiling to yourself when you are chatting with him/her on msn;
wondering what they are doing when you are not in contact with them.

And and everything feels right even if it isn't.

1 universe, 9 planets, 204 countries, 7 continents, 809 islands, 7 seas,
and I had the privilege to meet you

Am i right, _ _ _ _ _?

And it all started with a simple friend request....

2011-05-20T22:46:00.002+08:00

Never have i feel so unlucky? on a Friday...

It's like all the unlucky stuffs happen to me in one day!
I feel as if Life doesnt want us to meet.

Life kept on building walls in between us
while i kept on breaking them...endlessly

And when i finally see the light at the end of the tunnel,
i was so happy that there is still hope.

It was indeed hope...false hope

I met a dead end at the end of the tunnel.

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Life really do love toying with me, my feelings.

And the worst thing about today is
Life trying to show me that i deserve someone better...
better than Her; the girl im trying to make her mine.

Or maybe...just maybe
Life is trying to tell me that she isnt the one.
And not to repeat the same mistake...

There are times we need to gamble...
=x

We are on the right track, but i was on the wrong train.

2011-04-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

You have my blessings.

2011-04-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

Guess those rumors were true...
~~It was a mistake to fall for you.~~

But why do i still hope?
Why do i wanna hear it from your own mouth?

Evrything comes with a price...
i always hav bad luck with things like this.

Somehow i only can attract other races
and not my own race.

Ppl thinks im a flirt;
they get jealous of me.

Sometimes i wonder how many knives are there on my back...

Im just being friendly thats all.
Why you ppl think too much?

You think that i wanna be like this...
there are times i hate pretending to be someone else.

Try being in my shoe for once...
but i guess thats impossible cause
my legs are small for a guy.

Yes im small, nice and soft-hearted...
but dont take advantage of me.
I too hav a darker side.
How ignorant can you be?

When you're so happy reaching the end of the tunnel,
you end up hitting a dead end.

2011-03-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Watched Battle: Los Angeles...
Another typical alien invasion type of movie.
Show was average.

My life is full of regrets...
My mouth is cursed...

Why i said this?
Not gonna tell.

Why is it so hard to find that someone...
that someone who will make you complete,
the one who will brighten up your day.

I just need someone by my side
so that i wont have any regrets anymore.

Everyone thinks that they know me...
some take advantage of me...
...and few will be there for me...

And you know what i hate most about them?
If they do something wrong, i'll just pretend its no big deal and forget bout it
but if i do the exact same mistake as them, they will get angry at me!

=x

I just wonder what i see in her...

2011-03-12T15:55:00.004+08:00

When i feel like going out,
no plans.

When i DON'T feel like going out,
too many plans.

Today is a gd example...
that i dont feel like going out.
Slept like a log and ian's call woke me up.

It was around 1 at that time.
I realized that i got 7 missed calls and 4 unread msges.

All were to ask me out.
My ans to them was simple:
"Most probably i'll be going."

End up not going...

Well at least 3 plans were achieved.
1st was to slack at my best buddy's house...
which was a mistake.

I dont feel like leaving her house!

Sometimes its great to hav someone who you can talk to,
laugh together, encouraging each other.

OK!
Need to meet fab and yq next...
im freaking late!

BYE!

Sometimes i wonder;
are my friends using me?
Finding me only when they need me...

2011-03-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Another best trip home today!

Sat at the 2 seater of the 1st cabin and i was surrounded by girls!
Beside me was an ang moh girl.

Didnt took notice of her at first as i was too slpy.
Slept in the train despite of the situation.

When i woke up, i realized i miss my stop.
But most importantly, i realized the girl beside me is
an ang moh all along and and and
she was reading one piece manga!

Awesome or what!?

I really wanted to just talk to her...

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But as usual, i didnt.
Guess i still have my shy side.

When will i have the courage to take one step forward?
Life gave me lots of opportunity yet i didnt take them.

Am i afraid of rejection?

Or...

am i just shy?

...............................................

~~Is it even possible that i still have feelings for you~~
~~which is what's holding me back all this while?~~

I feel lost and surrounded,
drowning in thoughts and memories.

2011-02-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

Why does this always happen to me?

Why do i fall for chinese girls so easily?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I saw a girl...
a chinese girl...

In a train filled with people.
Macam sardine...

We were like 14 steps away from each other.

Average looking yet so innocent...
Eyes filled with curiosity.

We exchanged stares
as if we are reading each other minds.

We both knew we were looking at one another
but yet we still continue doing so.

At every stop, we never fail to make eye contact...

To me, i just wanna know where she stops.
But to her, she might be thinking the same thing or
im just thinking too much...

But all good things must come to an end.

When the train reached Ang Mo Kio,
i was confident that she might stop at Yishun or Khatib
and i was willing to drop at the same station as her
just so that i could talk to her.

Sadly, she got down at Yio Chu Kang.
Before the train reach, she walked towards the door
and gave a quick look at me.

My heart sank.
I already gather enough courage to talk to her
but my plan failed.

Before she went out of the train,
she looked at me for one last time.

She then looked away and
smile....

My heart skip a beat;
my mind trapped in an abyss.

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I swear to God,
if i were to see her again, i'll definitely go to her
and try to get her contact number.

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.
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I try to make it as realistic as possible...
my perfect type of girl in Singapore will be

(Innocent + cute + average pretty) X (sweet smile + dimples) = FATALITY

It will be best if she is chinese, malay or ang moh.

And if were to get that type of girl,
i will definitely without a doubt guarantee 10000% with the supreme court's chop
treasure her!

But i know it will never happen.....

=x

Those so-called friends who pretend to be a part of your social scenery...

2011-02-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

Who would have thought i gonna update this blog...

Stupid bitch!
Why do you have to do this to me on this very day???

Pretty girls everywhere...
In the train, my workplace, my home...
Is this some kind of a test?

And worse
got rejected by a girl otw home.
Dont expect me to tell you the full story...argh!
Was so close....
Guess you did had your fun huh?

Oh shit! Im running late...
Need to meet a friend for dinner
BYE!
=x

Life is a bitch and death is her sister.

That girl....

2010-12-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

1 day after christmas,
I saw her even though i not sure it's her.
Yet im 79% sure it's her.

Niway i was talking about her today
saying that i will "ignore" her if i were to see her again.

And to think i saw her a few mins later.
Like i said, i not sure if it's her.

Instead of ignoring,
i kept on looking at that girl just to confirm.
But i didnt manage to get a gd look.

I dont know why i need to confirm her identity that badly.

I kept telling myself it's a gd thing not knowing whether it's her
or it's definitely not her.

But on the other hand,
i felt miserable.

.......................................

Maybe because i didnt get to confirm the identity
or maybe i recall the part where she ignore me
after i looked at that girl.

Missing the one who doesn't miss me.
Loving the one who doesn't love me.
Fighting for the one who hasn't fought for me.
Dreaming of the one, who doesn't dream.

Moving on......

2010-12-19T21:25:00.004+08:00

444th Post

*Clear dust and spider webs*

Miss me ppl?
I know you do. =)

Few weeks back i just p.o.p-ed.
And i kinda miss my trainee life....
all my wonderful squad mates and the shit we've been through.

Niway, from tmr onwards
im gonna face a whole new world.
Hate to admit it, but im feeling scared.

Because of my posting, i've to change to someone im not.
I have to unleash my inner "hulk".

So if u think i change and u don like it,
just tell me and try to bear with it for at least 1 year plus.
I cant guarantee that i can change back to my old-self.

AND IM WONT HAVE MUCH FREE TIME UNLIKE IN THE PAST!

K time for me to slp.
Gd nights!

I didnt expect that you will treat me this way...
maybe you have your reasons.

I dont regret chasing you;
i can learn from my mistakes.

And
it was really nice knowing you.

Pointless to fight for someone who isn't even there for you.

Sometimes i feel that people takes advantage of me.

2010-10-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

Im BACK~!!!

How long has it been since i last updated it...
and gosh this blog looks like some ancient ruins.

Today is the biggest day in the whole omniverse!
It's my birthday!!!

So where are my presents!?
=x

Sad news im aldy 20.
Haiz...so fast

My Evolution

I aldy won a trophy at this age.
That proves how awesome i am.

I got my PHD when i was in K1.

Me and my bro
(Our younger days)

If im not wrong, i was in pri 6 at that time.
The time when i was a bad boy...

Sec schl days...
the only pic i can find. =x

And finally the day when i became a dad.
NAH! Just kidding...
Taken when i was still in ITE.

............................

And now

Haiz...
not gonna say much.

Niwho,
thx evryone for the birthday wish via
in person, calls, sms, facebook, msn, letters, mos code, fireworks, pigeons and etc.

And also thx to those i celebrated with tonight.
I had a...erm...wonderful? night.

Oh oh oh
i saw this freaking cute munchkin kitten loitering around my void deck.
It was soooo cute that i wanted to bring it home as a present for myself
but scared my parents will scold me for bringing it home. =(

Well what to do...
i aldy own a cute hamster and a guinea pig.
Next time i will either get a cute rabbit or munchkin kitten.
=p

The End

2010-08-03T06:12:00.000+08:00

Guess this shall be my last post.

Gonna miss everyone + one...

Here i was finally growing interested in you.
Yet life/time didnt gave me the chance.

2010-08-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
One more day!!!

3 more episodes and i will complete watching The Big Bang Theory.

Niway im gonna quit blogging when im in NS.
I seriously wont hav time to blog...so ya

I will delete my blog at the end of the year.
Not confirm though.

=x

2010-07-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

Everybody seems to be in a bad mood these past few days. -.-
Well this is the perfect time to piss them off...
since im going to NS soon.
:D

I should stop making someone my priority
when im only just an option to her.

2010-07-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

Seriously...
the world just love killing my favorite characters!

But if i look on the bright side,
they did die in a heroic way.

Niway
exactly ONE more week to NS!!!

Say bye bye to Cafe World, Facebook, Blogger and etc.
Gonna so miss my cute guinea pig and hamster.
TT

OMG!
Did i miss this movie???
How can i miss such a great movie!?

"Ask yourself one question; what did i do to get here?"

So the moral of the story is
dont bully others...especially me
Later i torture you then you know.
XD

2010-07-25T15:08:00.001+08:00

Unlike others who walked their own path in life,
my life is more like a moving walkway.

Doing nothing and just see what life has to offer me.

2010-07-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

I still feel the same, even if I'm nothing to you now.

A love that was so clear...

But our dance did not remain
and our music began to fade...
We stepped away from one another

as our song....no longer played.

I still remember the first time i met you....

2010-07-21T21:09:00.001+08:00

OMG!

Didnt know slacking can be this tiring.

From 9am slack all the way to 9pm!!
9 in the morning!!!

Hang out at 3 diff places with 3 diff grp of friends.

Well i shouldnt complain...
i wont hav the time to slack with them anymore in the future.
So ya....

Should i chat her for one last time before i go NS?
Tell her that im gonna miss her...
literally though..

or

Should i just ignore her?

One thing for sure...
im not gonna confess.
~~Maybe~~....

=x

2010-07-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

In exactly 2 weeks time,
i will join the light side.

Justice will be served!!!

Ehh~ macam paham.
=)

A Second Chance....?

2010-07-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

I was so confident that we will never cross path again...

And here i am....
seeing you under the grey skies.

Should i just walk pass you
so that i won't repeat the same mistake...

or

Should i let you walk side by side with me...
knowing that you might leave again one day...
?

2010-07-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

I want to have minions!
I wanna steal stuffs with them!!!

I used to watch Dora the explorer
and i was able to ans all of her questions.

But now...
i don even understand her question!

BUUUURRR~!

2010-07-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

How sad is it?

When you have a window message of her opened
but you squirm about how to start talking....
until she goes offline?

2010-07-12T05:05:00.002+08:00

Spain is the CHAMPION!!!
Holland 0-1 Spain

Hahahaha!!!
Spain with their 0-1 victory.
You wanna know why?
Cause they lose to Switzerland in their 1st match and the score was 0-1.

After that Spain swear to take revenge on the other teams by
defeating them with a mere 1 goal.

How i know?
Well Spain's manager told me.
True story.

Those who watched the match...
do u recall when the commentator said
"For those of u who wonder, its 11 in the evening here. Its way pass my bedtime."
So random sia and i was like
"Commentator, if you are wondering now, its 4+am here and
its way way waaaaay pass my bedtime!"
=)

Niway, sad that David Villa didnt get the Golden Boot.
If he was to score just 1 goal during the final, he might hav got it.
Well he still got the Silver Shoe.

Casillas won the Golden Glove!
HE DESERVES IT!!!

And for Torres...haiz
guess it's because of his injury.
I shall close 1 eye.

I will strike again in 4 years time...
By the mean time....wait

I STILL REGRET MAKING MY NEW SPECS!!!
RAWR!!!

Off to la-la-land.
NITES!
=x

Te amo. ♥

2010-07-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

All of a sudden i feel like
me and her are growing apart for a reason.

Here i thought we were getting along pretty well.

I havent even confess to her...
maybe i shall drop the idea
unless smth change my mind.

Guess it's possible to just lose something so great of several months in just a few days...

2010-07-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

Germany 0-1 Spain

Told you there wasnt a need to host the match.
Spain will definitely win.
Paul the octopus said so.

Those ppl, media and etc who said germany will win...haiz
even an octopus made the right decision.

Well the octopus didnt predict that Spain will win...
he KNEW that Spain will win.
So don get angry at that poor fella.

And to those Germany's fans who kept on blabbering
"Spain only just score one goal. They are lucky only."
Well dont u realize they usually score only 1 goal or maybe less than 4 during their previous games...unlike germany
Then how come germany cant score 4 goals against Spain?
Spain too strong for them? Or did their balls drop off?

I admit i was shocked when germany thrashed Argentina.
I didnt expect that to happen...

Germany's fans, instead of making a lot of noise
why not u worry about their next match against Uruguay.
Uruguay is full of surprises and i wouldnt be surprise if they defeat germany.
GO URUGUAY!

So niway, after Spain's match went to rest awhile before going to a movie marathon.
Watched 3 different movies at 3 different theatres!

1st was Eclipse...
nicer than new moon cause there was action scenes.
Ovrall the book is still better!

2nd show was Predators.
Erm ok ok show only.
Dont expect too much of it...
If u're a predator's fan, then u might like it.
U get to see more new stuffs in there.

3rd show was Despicable Me.
That show is the best!
Funny and cute!
I wanna hav the minions!!! XP

Oh oh oh...
today is kinda weird.
Those who recently in a relationship, broke up
and those who recently broke up, patch back.
Seriously.....

Im freaking tired now!
La-la-land is calling for me...
But i cant slp now...
i just wanna see her online at least....
she didnt went online for 2 days and i kinda miss her.....
...........................................................
I better not think too much.

BYE!
=x

Are we living in a world of false color?

2010-07-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!

Im freaking scared right now!
WHAT!? No im not confessing to any girl...

Today is a BIG match!
Germany vs SPAIN!

Im afraid of their black magic...
hope hope Spain will win!

Torres pls be on form today
and David Villa, just keep scoring.
I make sure u'll get the golden boot. =)

Haha Paul the octopus betray his own country.
Even he said Spain will win.
If Paul said so, then the match wont be necessary.
Germans go pack up now!
XD

I swear i can listen to this song 10 times per day!
MEGAN NICOLE!!!

2010-07-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

Well bought a cheap specs today at Yishun.
Didnt wanna get a branded one since its just for NS.
But still it cost around $___!!!
Didnt know the lenses are expensive...zzz

When going back home, i got a shock.
Not sure whether its coincidence...so ya
=)

My flu is getting worse.
Nose keep on running non-stop. -.-
I must recover on the 7th or 8th of July.

Seriously
these past few days i received lots of calls and smses from unknown ppl.
I don know how they get my hp no.
~~Guess im so famous.~~

Shall end here.
Bye bye.
=x

When the sun wont shine and
the stars arent there to guide you through the night,
i'll be there for you.

2010-07-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

I finally bought my Vans shoe.
But but it isnt the color i wanted.
BUT dad is willing to buy for me if he gets to find it. ^^

Bought a shirt too...
so what is left is
A WALLET!

And i also need to make a new specs.
Guess i'll make it tmr.

My day was great...
that was what i thought at first....
but right before it strikes 12 am, my heart sank.
Nth big happen actually...
Its just that....

...........................................

The End.
=x

2010-07-04T04:24:00.003+08:00

SPAIN IS IN THE SEMI-FINALS!!!

GERMANY U ARE SO GOING HOME!!!

Casillas, David Villa and Iniesta were AWESOME!!!
The rest of the players are awesome too.
How i wish i could giv more than 2 thumbs up.
XD

He is Spain's ace!
Germany..beware of him.
Wahahahaha!

2010-07-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

First it was Italy...
and now Argentina!

Spain u are my only hope left.
If Spain is out, i seriously gonna curse Germany.
I make sure they wont win the World Cup.

I need a back-up country to support...
Holland or Uruguay???

GO DAVID VILLA!
DESTROY PARAGUAY!!!

And Torres, i hope u will play better later on.
If u don wanna be on form, plz do it during EPL.

=x

2010-07-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha
Brazil is out!

This is why i like supporting team with the least supporters!
Argentina and Spain not included. =)
Tmr matches will be awesome!
So gonna order Mcdonalds + Starbucks!

..................................................

So niway
i thought i will get scolded because of my hp bill.
But lucky for me, my bro was the one who got scolded. XD
He is the top hp user this month.
His bill was like $100+!
Epic sia!
My bill oso couldnt make it to the 3-digit zone.

Ok gtg...
need to calm myself down.
Happy to the max!
=x

What!? Who is Justin Bieber?
Nah...nvr heard of him.

2010-06-30T01:11:00.001+08:00

Sad Japan lost...
Well Spain is next!

For some reasons, i've been listening to Eminem's songs lately.
I really miss his old songs.
His songs are meaningful and nice!

My Top 5 rappers

Eminem
Slim Shady
Marshall Bruce Mathers III
The white guy in D12
B-Rabbit

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Guess i shall end here.
Nth else to type...
Bye bye.
=x

2010-06-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

England LOST!!!
Hahaha

Their defense was epic!
This is wat happen when England is fill with Chelsea and Liverpool players.
Not Rooney's fault.

Next match is Argentina!!!
GO ARGENTINA!!!
Just beware of the Mexican-Man Utd striker.
=x

Happy Birthday Irah!

2010-06-26T02:07:00.003+08:00

Waiting for Spain's match now...

hope that they win.

I am chatting with Yq while waiting.
EPIC!

Haha
We chat at msn, fb and phone.

Defeated him by 1 point!!!

LOL
He demand a draw when he got thrashed!
XD

2010-06-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Finally got to watch The A-Team!
Watched it with Yq and his buddies.

The show is awesome...
you fools should watch it.

Portugal destroy North Korea!
But still i wont support Portugal. =)
Niwho, Spain's match will be at 2.30am.
So late! But im still gonna watch it.

Whenever i see a malay boy with his chinese girlfriend,
i just wish i am him.

Sometimes i feel like having a chinese girl as my gf.
I dont know why but....
well maybe its easier to communicate with a chinese than malay.

Haiz...
how i wish marrying a chinese girl wont be that complicated.
=(

2010-06-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's Day!!!
Even though i forgot...

Karate Kid was awesome....NOT!
I find the original version better.

I wanna watch A-Team!
But cant think of anyone to watch with... =(

YES!
Bro going camp tmr!
Haha there will be peace in the house
BUT no one to disturb. TT

I cant believe im chatting with Yq in facebook, msn and on the phone.
Both of us are watching soccer now and
he'll randomly shout "GOOOAAALLL!"
And there are times it gav me false hope since the vid was buffering... -.-''

Niwho it kinda sux to fall in love.
Always missing the person when not in contact, thinking of her/him....
wondering wat s/he's doing.
And at times you cant be urself cause u are afraid u might annoy her/him.

Love is always a gamble, but waiting won't change the dice.
Either you roll them or you lose your turn.

2010-06-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Haiz...
Spain lost!

Me and her were sad... =(
Dad and my bro kept laughing at me.
RAWR!!!

Wat is wrong with this year World Cup???
All the teams i expected to win...lose except for Germany and Brazil.

Teams i supporting

1)Spain lose
2) Italy draw
3) France draw
4) Argentina win

The team i support the least win!!!
Can u believe it?
Ok i decided to support Argentina second.
Same as her. =)

Well its still early...
i hope Spain will defeat the rest of the team in their Group.

The End.
=x

2010-06-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

Tired sia today!

Slept at around 5+.
Well couldnt slp for some reasons...
then at 4am, a friend of mine called.
Chat a while before going to la-la-land.

At least i got a gd slp.

Lepak with Yq and his friends at Khatib in the evening.
Was suppose to watch movie
but since i woke up late....oh well

Just now i told my mom that i'll be staying late today cause i wanna watch World Cup
and she thought im betting on soccer matches.
WHAT THE...

Haiz...
im such a gd boy lar. =3

Gonna hav my supper now.
So bye.
=x

Im not gonna lie .
I caught myself thinking about you.

A smile on my face
and
a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

2010-06-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

09.06.2010

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH TODAY!?

Those who usually slp late is slping early all of the sudden...i mean most of them
Even my hamster and guinea pig are slping early...
and thats weird cause they are usually active at night.

Then guys who are chasing the girl they like
end up making them annoyed.
Including me....i guess

I not sure whether she was annoyed...
but i just feel that way.
Cmon i hav the sixth sense.
And it is 99.0906201% accurate.

How i know those guys annoy the girls?
Well i got spies...hehehe
Be careful; ur closest friend might be working for me. =)
And there is something called the internet.
Thats how i get my info from.

Niwho today wasnt actually a bad day though.

Oh oh oh
i think God wants me to ride a vespa!!!
Cause i saw lots of vespa today.
If and if only i hav a bike license, i wanna buy a vespa.

Guess i shall TRY to slp early too.
Nites.
=x

Everything begins to fall apart just when it seemed right for once.

2010-06-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

How i met your mother season 6....
pls start early.
Pls pls pls

Glee is gonna end soon and
i still cant find a gd link to watch The Big Bang Theory.

Guess World Cup shall entertain me for the time being.
Hmm which team should i support?
Spain, France, Italy or Argentina?
I think i'll support Spain this year.
^^

Some friends of mine want me to watch with them Prince of Persia.
Obviously i didnt accept the offer.
Then he said this,
"Go only lar...can see Gemma Arterton again."
Haha true true...
but still i not gonna waste my time watching that show.

And and
Gemma Arterton is a Charlton Athletic FC supporter.
Sad...she should support Manchester United!
=)

Cupid bound my heart with your charms.

2010-06-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

1) Today slacked at Khatib Mac and Yq's house.
Those 2 places are like my houses. =)
Not gonna elaborate more.

2) I wanted to go out with a friend of mine...
but i didnt know she stay quite far.
So me drop the plan.

3) I WANT TO GO TO TP!!!
But i need a reason to go there 1st.
Actually i got a reason but i need another reason to cover up that reason of mine.
Well next time then...

4) Now i got the habit to say "True true."
All thx to Yq (MAIN influence), Yl, Hafiz, Naz and etc (cant remember the others)

5) Planning to confess to her on July.
Donno which day to choose.
And should i use 'like' or 'love'?

6) Booooo~

7) I gtg.
Sayonara!
=x

2010-06-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

Im gonna go shopping soon! (Dont know when)
Well going with my parents though...so ya
The gd thing is that they gonna pay for it. =)

Hope i can find my Vans shoe...
and and my dad wanna buy me a converse shoe on the other hand.
I donno which one to get....
Guess i hav to see the converse shoe 1st.

It will be easier if i can get both. XD

I still need at least one more shirt since i bought one the other day.

OH OH OH
I also need a new wallet!

Pray daddy will pay for all the things i want. XP
Im broke u see.

The End.
=x

2010-06-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

GREETINGS!

I am from the future.
I came back to the past to help the past 'me' blog.

Well actually i was playing around with the Dagger of Time...
and i kept on pushing the button.
The button broke and i was brought all the way back to the past.

10 years from now,
i will be more awesome and
the King of the ~~Cafe~~World.
True story.

Since im now in the past...
i think im gonna change the future.
I don wanna be king.
Too stress!

Hmmm
i donno wat i should be...
Niway, the 1st thing i wanna do is to confess to her.
=)

Ok ok
back to the topic.

My main purpose of blogging is to giv a review on the show
Prince of Persia.

Well Disney had done it again.
Destroying the things that ppl love.

Maybe to u ppl who dont play the game,
u may find it nice.
But for me, its kinda a plain show.
I giv a 3.5/5.

Time is up.
Goodbye past-lings!
=x

"If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.
If you don't ask, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place."

"But why am i still afraid?
Why am i afraid of your answer?"

2010-06-04T18:24:00.001+08:00

Fever + Hot Shower + Hot Weather = Human Torch

First of all...
Happy Birthday Salinda and Chia!
Sry no presents...
=(

So basically almost evryone having their schl holidays.
SIAN!!!
Places will be crowded...
Cmon schl reopen fast
so i can laugh at my friends! =)

............................

Seriously i forget my main purpose of blogging today.
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OH!
Time to go catch a movie!
BYE!!!
=x

2010-05-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

STEP 3 COMPLETED!!!
Like FINALLY!

Yes! Im so happy!
So happy that i disturb my friends!
Too bad that they are the victims.
Well what are friends for anyway.

How should i proceed to step 4?

.........................................................

Let the future 'me' decide.

=)

2010-05-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

YES!!!
Finally reached home!!!

Yesterday was really really a tiring day!
And a very 'dark' day too... XD
Woke up in the afternoon and i realized i didnt hav any plans.
Felt weird not going out...guess going out is an addiction

Niway, called Yq to see whether he got any plans.
Luckily he accompany Fab to Causeway Point to repair his hp.
So me tag along.

Ok i think i gonna summarize my journey.
Causeway Point>> Republic Poly >> Ngee Ann Poly >> Clementi Station >> Plaza SG >> A place to pool >> ??? (cant say cause it might ruin my image) >> Yq's crib
Yup spent the night/super early morning there...

And for the 1st time i had a nose bleed!
I was slping then i thought i had a running nose.
But it felt a bit different and i could smell blood.
So when i wipe it off, i saw the blood stain
and i was like "Baby baby baby ooohhh"
oOk that was random...
lets continue...
i was like "Shit! Nose bleed..."
2 sec later, went back to slp.

Yup that was what happen yesterday.

Today...
erm slack at Yq's crib a bit longer.
Was checking my fb and i was shocked by the numbers of cafe request i had.
24 cafe request!!!
OMG! I just went missing for 1 day and got this many requests.
At that time, fb was lagging so didnt bother to accept.

Train-ed home next...
the first thing i did when i reach home: Cafe World!
Do all my cookings and then accept all the request.
Ouh ouh ouh
when i log in fb, the cafe request increased to 46!!!
WTS!!!

Whats worse is that NONE of the request is hers!
I don mind if she send me 50 or a hundred requests...
i'll happily accept it.
Err maybe 100 is a bit too much...i just gonna stick with 50-60

Ok gtg.
Need to get rdy to go out again.
Might update again later.
Bye bye.
=x

Wish we shared some more sweet nothings.
♥

2010-05-26T22:29:00.004+08:00

Haiz...
I have to postpone my shopping spree.
Got my hp bill today and
it was smth unexpected.

I underestimate the power of the outgoing call. TT

From today onwards,
whoevr purposely giv me a miss call,
i'll giv u a miss call back.
I'll try though...

Need to control my outgoing calls...
but how? How? How? How???

Dont come and tell me use house phone to call.
I oso know that.
Most of the time im outside and u cant expect me to bring my house phone along.

Haiz...
talking to someone of opp sex do hav pros and cons huh.
Susah lar.

Niway
today i just found out that Silverstein had a new album LAST YEAR!
Ouh and a cover of apologize too! (the original one sounds nicer though)
WTS!
I know i know...im slow
It's been a long time since i last hear their songs.

Well at least i know this year they gonna release a new album on June.
=)

2010-05-24T23:02:00.003+08:00

Last night was horrible.
I couldnt slp at all.
I turned here and there...
*12 hrs later*
"Oh! Time for Cafe World!"

Niway, went to friend's house in the afternoon to slack.
Was kinda tired so i went to my friend's room to take a quick nap.
A few mins later, friend's mom came in and got shock.
Thx to that, my nap wasnt as beautiful as plan but it was quick though.
Luckily she knows me or else i donno what might happen.

Went home and play Cafe World again.
Hate to admit it but im addicted to the game...
all thx to her!
Two thousand cafe points more...hehehe

So I just expanded my cafe!
Wahahaha~

Oh oh oh
and and
I GOT A MAX BUZZ RATING!!!

My cafe is awesome!
even though i hate to admit that...

Be warned!
Once i got the gold, i will expand my cafe again!
Then i'll slowly catch up and bring u ppl down!!!
(This doesnt include those in the top 3)
Its kinda impossible for me to be in the top 3...
they got about 1 million cafe points!!!

Time to feed HamHam.
BYE!
=x

2010-05-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!

I was playing Cafe World just now
and i tried to block both my char and waiters
to see how they gonna cook or serve the customers.

And apparently it makes the process faster!
WAHAHAHAHA~

Im gonna expand my cafe again soon!

2010-05-23T11:28:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha~
Inter Milan is the Champion!

First it was Manchester United,
then Barcelona,
now it's Inter Milan.
Who will be the next team to accomplish the treble next season?

Well among those 3 teams mention,
Barcelona is the only team to accomplish the sextuple!
That means winning 6 tournaments in a season!
They are such an EPIC team.

But i'll still support Man Utd the most cause i don really watch the La Liga.
And IF...if only
Man Utd really fall and Torres is to join Chelsea, i'll support Chelsea. XD
Nah just kidding...
I really hope Mourinho will be the next manager for Man Utd after S.A.F (Sir Alex Ferguson) retire.

Im so sleepy now...
didnt sleep well last night.
Before going to bed i listened to Bad Romance, Replay and Fireflies
ouh and all of them were screamo version.
Then after that listen to Eyes Set To Kill new songs!
They got a new scream vocal. Zzz
The only original members are the 2 sisters, Alexia and Anissa Rodriguez.
So niway, when i tried to slp, the songs kept on SCREAMING in my head.
I cant even distract myself!!!

Ouh ouh ouh
Hey Soul Sister is a nice song!!!
=)

Yawn~ im so sleepy....
Should i go out later or not?
Hmm....

......................................................

I gtg!
Nearly forget bout my Cafe World. 8P
Soon im gonna catch up with her. HooHoo~
MIGHT update again later.
BYE
=x

Why do you keep coming back
just to leave again?

2010-05-22T01:23:00.002+08:00

The time now is 1.23 am.

I seriously find those super long "Im Awesome" group irritating!
There is only one person that is worth saying or liking that and that is
BARNEY STINSON!!!

Erm...
lets make it 2 ppl...
i forgot to include myself.
=)

Finally there is a music video of it!!!

Where are you?

2010-05-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

TIRED!!!
Just came back from pool and basketball.
Should hav remove my shirt when playing bball.
I was sweating as if it was raining!
Im glad i went out today!
=)

Niway
who got watch The Big Bang Theory???
If anyone know where to watch, pls inform me.
I don want dwnload or megavid...
I soooo wanna watch it!!!

Penny: Wow! You got a lot of money in there
Sheldon: That's why it's guarded by snakes
EPIC!!! XD

2010-05-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
Neil Patrick Harris aka Barney Stinson
is on the latest episode of Glee!!!

Watched it today
and when i saw him, i was like
"ALRIGHT! YEAH!
BARNEY STINSON!!!"
\m/ \m/

.........................................................................

I think i seriously need to control myself not to go out often.
In the past, mom dont usually let me go out often...
and i wish that i hav my own freedom.

Now i can go out as often as i want...
but its kinda a bad thing for me.
I tend to spend when im outside.
If im rich, then that wouldnt be a prob.
The fact is im not.
TT

I told you I had feelings for someone.
Should I have, or was it a mistake?
Because you have no idea it's you...

2010-05-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

Today some random girl said i look like a mat.
WTS seh!

Well its ok...
i get to score 2 girls. XD
Haha they smile...
didnt expect sembawang girls to be friendly.
Usually see them with black face...most of them though xp

Thinking of going shopping soon...
But dont feel like spending my money.
Maybe i should ask my dad for cash when he gets his pay. =)

I wanna buy shoes,
2 shirts maybe and
another bermuda since my parents bought me one aldy.

Oh oh oh
i need a new wallet too.
My old wallet got hole and its a bad thing!
Its not to put IN money...
its more like an escape route for my coins.

If i get to buy all this at once
there gonna be a crater in my pocket!

Fragments of words,
dispersed, scattered and
unspoken.

2010-05-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

I decided to cut my hair 2 weeks before NS!
Ok erm maybe 1 week...
or maybe 4 days before NS...
xp

2010-05-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Guess Afez is now the no 1 most hated person in Singapore.
Fyi, he is the one who slapped a girl in the lift.

-On the day when the video is being released-

If I see something I haven't seen before I'll throw a dollar at it.
Log in Fb and watched the video (cause i was curious why lots of ppl uploaded it)
*Threw a dollar*
Inside joke. XD

I don really know the whole story though...
some says its a love triangle...which is kinda not true
while others said that it started with insults.
But watevr it is, he shouldnt hit a girl!

Btw, im not against him or defending him.
Just an observer...
bu i cant accept the fact that he hit a girl.

I never hit a girl
but i do hit on girls before.
Eh mcm faham gitu.
=)

2010-05-15T19:45:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT CHARICE!!!
JUSTIN BIEBER and sad to say even Ludacris just got own!

Haha so whenevr Yq wanna sing to me this song,
i'll just think of this version.

Charice is my savior.
=)

"Siapakah yang sudi bersama
menjalankan kehidupan yang melara...?"

2010-05-13T14:19:00.002+08:00

Status update: Currently rotting at home

IM BOOOOORED!!!

Thx to the adult fare, i need to think twice before going out.
When i was using the student card, i dont hav to think twice.
Friends just hav to tell me when and where to meet...
and i'll be there if im free that is.
Now want to go to Yishun only need to think a lot.

Niway,
who watched Bleach latest episode?
Damn i love that episode sooo much.
Main character got owned!!! Wo-HOO!!!
That was random...

I donno why but im worried.
Cause she is sick and she went to schl today.
Well i started to chat with her again...
actually it wasnt me, i was possess...true story xp

When i was chatting with her, the feeling was there but it wasnt as strong as it used to be.
In the past, i'll be like "HEY!!!" or "HELLO!!!"...with full of energy
but now im like "hey there...."

~~Maybe i should stop going with the flow...~~
~~i always end up at the wrong place.~~

Oh oh oh
You know what...
my mutant ability finally awakens!
Whenevr i open my house gate, it starts to rain cats and dogs.
Awesome huh?
I might be going out later...
so if it rains heavily, that means im about to leave the house. =)

Haha guess i shall end the story here.
Glad that im able to waste 1 min 5 secs of ur life.
Cmon admit it...u only visit my blog when u're bored.
Well sayonara.
=x

The worst deception:

A guy can make you think he loves you,
but he really doesnt.

A girl can make you think she doesnt love you,
when she really does.

2010-05-09T19:42:00.001+08:00

Mom: You know what day is today?
Me: Sunday?
Mom: I know that...i mean what special day is today?
Me: Huh??? Its your birthday today???
Mom: NO! My birthday on Jan...you know that right?
Me: Err ya...of course...so what day is today?
Mom: It's Happy Mother's Day.
Me: Oh ya...oOk...ma im going out soon.
Mom: WHAT!?
Me: Erm Happy Mother's Day to you!!!

Dont worry...
i still got to go out. =)

Niway
Happy Mother's Day to all moms!
especially my mom!!!

=x

2010-05-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back home from someone else home.

The first thing when i reach home,
my hp rang. I ans then hang up.
My hp received a msg. I replied.
My hp rang again. I ans.
Then got msg again....

And my mom was like...
"I can confirm with u that
1. You're going out tmr
2. Your girlfriend is talking to you now"
LOL

No 1 was right though...

Today i officially get to see a girls' meeting.
You know whenevr i talk to my sec schl frens,
we can jump from one topic to another...
and even when the topic don hav any link with the previous topic,
we make it sound that there is a link.
Secondly, we are just 'crapping'.

But girls are different.
We ppl call it gossips.
And once they start gossiping, it will be hard to stop them.
They will start with one girl they hate...
telling one another all the bad things she did and bla bla bla...
and all of the sudden, they went to the next topic.
Basically its just another person they hate.
And and they make it sound like all these topics have links.
Damn girls seriously hav a lot of ppl in their "black" list.
So guys, if you are in a girl's hated list just be prepared for the worst.
Cause you will hav a walking biography roaming around....

=x

Im the type of guy who will let her go;
but somehow still stay by her side.

My head says, "who cares?"
but my heart is saying, "you do, stupid."

2010-05-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

In the toilet,
some people come to sit and wonder while
i come to shit like thunder.

Today is one tiring day.

Work was tiring...
not sure whether its because i slept late
or the job was tougher.

Went Changi Airport next for no reason
then took bus 858.
Yup 858 got go to Sembawang!!! ^ ^v
Slept on the bus and i was slping on a girl's shoulder!
I not sure for how long though...
IT WAS DAMN FREAKING EMBARRASSING!!!
Well i did apologize to her
and she replied "It's ok..." O.O!!

Till now i still cant believe that just happen.
=x

I always thought i found my 'Cinderella'
but in the end, the glass slipper doesn't belongs to her.

2010-05-04T20:41:00.006+08:00

Today work is quite slacking...
all i hav to do is collect dovets and send it to the laundry.
But what i hate most is the lift!
Waiting for the lift to come is like
waiting for money to drop from the sky.

When i was at the 26th floor,
i wanted to go down to the 5th floor.
While waiting, i moved from left to right vice versa...
5 mins later, i stare at the lift.
10 mins later, i begin to walk around the place.
20 mins later, i squat down.
25 mins later, i begin to sit down.
30 mins later...

40-45 mins later...

1 hr later.....

Even Heaven's light begin to shine on me.
U think im lying?
How i wish i was...

Dear God the only thing i ask of you
is to bring me the freaking lift
when im much too far away.

Tmr day off!!!
That means i can wake up late!!!
L-A-T-E
XD

How does it feel when a person you love treats you only as
a friend...?

There is someone for everyone.

2010-05-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work...
damn tiring...but fun at the same time.
Luckily i got an awesome partner!
Haha a joker for a joker...
Well im not gonna type wat happen in work
cause too much awesome stuffs!

Met Lydia at Tamp and pass her smth...
then suppose to meet cuzz at Tanah Merah but at the VERY last sec he cancel it.
But it was a gd thing though.
Get to take 969 with HER!!!
Even though diff seats...
Somehow my feelings for her isnt as strong as it used to be. =(
Niwho, ite and poly students were shock when i tap my card. LOL
Adult lei...but that is not smth im proud of
Adult fare can kill!!!

Bus-ed home next and this time my neighbour was in the same bus as me.
Like wth!
Didnt say hi or anything though...

Otw home saw couples fighting!
POWER!!!
For 4 days straight i see couples fight.
Friday: Couple fight because the girl wanna get a drink while the guy didnt want to. LAME
Saturday: Couple fight because if im not wrong guy betray her...i didnt eavesdrop; its that they spoke too loud.
Sunday: I not sure why...but they were just fighting
Today: All i know there is a 3rd party.

Kinda entertaining when u see them fight....
but its no fun when u fight with ur soulmate.
oOk soulmate is a too strong word...bf/gf is much suitable =p

Happy Birthday Lydia!
Hope u like the present.
=)